Well I guess Ill start out by saying. that I have the most widley popular diagnosis thats being given these days and, its Bi-polar disorder.
disorder is acually a very good word for this because there is quite a bit of that and something else that you wouldnt think would fit with the Bi-polar
and that is OCD obsessive compulsive disorder. why? becaue one is ridgid and one is chaos.
Now im by no means a doctor of any kind and this blog is just a way for me to say what i really feel.
It is in no way intended to be advice. thing will sound allitle crazy at time and  lucide other times this is meant for me to remember how caos can take over at the drop of a hat and anyone who wishes may read.